The last 4 years have been hell. So many life changes, so many friends have left life behind. The most difficult thing was the day our family lost Jennifer. Our oldest daughter died of cancer. So much of our life vanished within the hole in our hearts when she died. Her passing made it difficult to want to do anything. Our lives were filled with loss and sorrow, we morn. Nothing can fill the void within us.
As many know, I loved posting my website weekly. Jennifer told me many times that on Sunday's after her children had breakfast and off doing their thing, Jennifer would grab a cup of coffee and go to my website to enjoy the posts for the week. The week she died, was the last time I posted anything on my website until now. The last posting of last year was a "Rest In Peace" for her. A posting she will never read.
As the weeks passed by, I didn't see the my website host made major changes and no longer had access to my website. I didn't care at the time. Jennifer's husband Steve asked me to help put together photographs and music for the Celebration of Life. I worked on over 590 photographs for the special day. As I worked on the photographed, many I had taken, many from friends, I realized the photographs and the project is in part, a legacy I started and one that Jennifer kept alive in her family. It was during this time, I also realized I must resume my website. For her, for our family, and for me.
